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Journal Entry: Tue Jan 21, 2014, 11:25 PM


This is so motivational and inspirational!
Awesome montages:


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I wanted to feature many of my friends' works and other favorites from over the past year.  I'll try to do another feature halfway through the year with others that didn't get included in this one.  I thank everyone for all the support!  :heart:  Also, check out the two videos above which are new songs from Within Temptation's new album which releases next month! In no particular order:

<da:thumb id="419719846"/> Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again by Corvinerium Masked Ball by FictionChick Smoke and Mirrors by ChristabelleLAmort Past the Point of No Return by Gullsko Remnants Of You by MistRaven<da:thumb id="415860010"/> Drop dead demons by ElenaDudina Friends forever by CindysArt Creep by J-u-d-a-s Raven's pendulum by MelieMelusine Alice s ennuie dans ce monde by Marjie79 -+-She-+- by TalviEnkeli In The Black Forest by maiarcita Arachnophobia therapy by peroni68 Helena - Queen of Angels by TaniaART Wicked by pjenz Revelations by Ideasplayer A Friend Indeed by Shedboy68 Mary by MataHari22 Forgotten Puppet by batcula Yesterday Dream_04 by caddman

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Medusa by Altair-E
Gothic V3 by DIGI-3D The Froggy Queen by babsartcreations Midnight by EstherPuche-Art Lady Borealis by Emerald-Depths One Last Withering Rose by LadyxBoleyn Courage by zoozee Tea Time by Wesley-Souza La Condesa by EunoiaEcoas checkmate by shiny-shadows-Art

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Darkness and Memories... by Villenueve
ReproacheS by vampirekingdom Forever together by Garden-Of-BlackRoses Una rosa para ti by Marazul45 Queen Of The Night by Sisterslaughter165 Mirrored by KarinClaessonArt<da:thumb id="348160618"/> oscuridad en mi corazon by DenysRoqueDesign She Can Float by ArthurRamsey Decayed Dreams by silentfuneral Soulless Damnation by AshlieNelson Sisina by Shades-Of-Lethe Banished from Fairyland by FurorArt Godess by LevanaTempest<da:thumb id="430631108"/> Painful by DiosaEMR<da:thumb id="358124311"/> My bleeding heart by Notvitruvian Give me my shoes back! by Megan-Arts Sorceress by PerlaMarina The Possessed by KYghost Sadness of Autumn by Pygar Woodlands Gathering by kimsol Litlle Bird by moonchild-ljilja Reveries by CaroleBM Alice and The Rabbit by Doucesse Time To Go by crilleb50 That Beating Drum by TheDreamBelow

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Is This The End? by In2umniaKillH3r
<da:thumb id="426168152"/> stay by tallouh Old Park Ghosts by AliaChek Breaking Newton's Law by MarkOoMarben Judgment Day by SV-Blackart My Heart Is Growing Cold... by SummerDreams-Art Angelo della Morte by L-E-N-T-E-S-C-U-R-A The wishing well by Alimera Afraid of the Dark by LindArtz Dark Side by SeventhFairy sacrifice by magicsart<da:thumb id="392738556"/> Autumns Decadence by KarahRobinson-Art<da:thumb id="385253073"/> Little swinging elf by janedj spam! by SoulcolorsArt Bookworms Village by APetruk Adventure Tours by daniellefw Crystal Coffin by VityaR83 The Carnivorous Flower by NM-art Caution by ThibaultFischer No such thing as monsters by neverdying The Assassin by VarLa-art Morning coffee by MoaWallin Owlie by Shreya Awesome Halloween Night by PreciousBliss The Owl and the Pussycat by DriPoint Moonlight fairy by Goldenphoenix-Titly<da:thumb id="425845204"/> The last apple by IgnisFatuusII Noctunal Hunt by Le-Regard-des-Elfes 24 LoL by LouieLorry Skull Caves by annemaria48<da:thumb id="415131770"/> The darkness inside by Ameliethe Tarde de Verano by AndyGarcia666 Waiting for Wake Up by AprilLight + Midnight on the Moor + by Bohemiart weightlessness by Creamydigital Secrets Of The Deep by DemonikaDemise Angel by brandrificus The Haunt of Asara by BrookeGillette Once Upon A Time by Ironshod losing sleep by ada-lena A Storm Is Comming by Aegils Wild Hearts by Aeltari Darkness  Bride by KlaraKay The Girl and the Wolf by Ariel87 Summer Days by EnchantedWhispersArt<da:thumb id="395228940"/> Castle Grounds by kuschelirmel book cover by mashamaklaut Follow your heart by starlight2infinity Elixirs by cornacchia-art The Abyss of the Fallen by GeneRazART I die without You by StarsColdNight I Found You by alexnoreaga The Beginning of The End by Enamorte Alicia by MariaJoseHidalgo Once upon a time... by AllaD8 Ashes by LordNicax Ephemeral Passion by LuLebel Bag End by EverildWolfden Heat Of Hope by SerafimaUN Nightmare by AnonimouslyOne<da:thumb id="427605542"/> Snow White by Jeffach<da:thumb id="427585119"/> King of Corvids by frenchfox
Symphony Of The Night - part 1- by ED-Creations Hatred by Celtica-Harmony Pandora's Box by SanguineMoonWolf<da:thumb id="428137278"/> Caught. by erimu I love you reading: 2 by alenaswan Angel Of Judgment by ArisT0te Where is Rumplestiltskin? by UnderlandDigital blaCK red by Vin-Dunkelheit Lost World by BenjaminHaley Monument of Life by CaoChiNhan Wicked Witch of the West by SPRSPRsDigitalArt Trip To Pluto by Blackpearls91 Under Paradise by duzetdaram :: Vampire-Elf Queen :: by Sangrde The Crown by alexstoneart 18 Lives by CaitlinHackett Butterflywhisperer by EmilyHeatherly Piercing The Veil by angel1592 6th sense by Blackpearls91 Hand Plant by twistedmentality<da:thumb id="426533571"/> 7b by 25kartinok Mushroom by Daiyou-Uonome Nocturne by obereg Let go..... by Sallinillas Lullaby for a friend by brietolga Dark Fairytale by anndr Tree of life FINAL by moon-ys Encounter by Ninjatic Reper Santa clause by juni-rashyd You and Me by Dobi78 Warrior Woman by DWilsonArtCreations Under the ground by Nothingincontrol A Cat Tale by eclipsy Maya and me by Sallinillas Did-You-Miss-Me-2A by FosterPhotoGraphix Mushroom Land by jordangrimmer Last Kiss by Gido
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These are some paintings my grandmother did:

Winter in the forest by PrincessMagical   Flower garden by PrincessMagical   Cat in the garden by PrincessMagical
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UPDATE: August 14, 2012:  I'm still working on that Phantom manip, as it turns out that much more work was needed than I originally thought.  Keep an eye out!
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I thank everyone for their support and patience! [Heart]

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Phantom x Christine Stamp by DarkFacedStranger<da:thumb id="109423260"/> The Phantom Of The Opera Stamp by MaydayKoigo

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Journal Entry: Wed Aug 15, 2012, 9:34 PM





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Well, I wanted to feature some of my friends work that I love and have seen over the past year.  Unfortunately,  I can't include everything and I'll try to do another one soon with more.  Also, I know lately it seems that I'm lacking in creativity.  That's not the problem.  The problem is having too much inspiration and having to work a lot more now.  I'm trying to improve so things are taking longer but I have a lot better stuff I'm working on.  In no particular order (one has a cool animation ending):
L o t u S by J-u-d-a-s Snow by J-u-d-a-s Red and Co. by MistRaven The Magic Garden by MistRaven:thumb268057415::thumb283589635: Satanic Room s by vampirekingdom Spider Queen by vampirekingdom:thumb302235998::thumb307818935: Darkest Before Dawn by silentfuneral Awakening by AloneintheDark68 -+-Waiting in silence-+- by TalviEnkeli -+-Watery Grave-+- by TalviEnkeli Autumn Sleep by starlight2infinity Darkness Comes by starlight2infinity Mai piu' un lieto fine by Ariel87 Send Me An Angel by Ariel87 Baby dragon by ElenaDudina Unicorn by ElenaDudina Catch the time by CindysArt My friends by CindysArt Midnight Messenger by Ironshod Blood Moon by Ironshod The Liar's Punishment by StarsColdNight Miss murder by StarsColdNight Ghost of a Rose by LadyxBoleyn:thumb274091127::thumb253266099: Waiting for the Death by AndyGarcia666 A la luz de la Luna by AndyGarcia666 Top of the World by Emerald-Depths Star Child by Emerald-Depths:thumb315032491::thumb291569216: Dark Mystery by moonchild-ljilja Broken Dreams by moonchild-ljilja Night Hunters by KarinClaessonArt Down by the Dragon's Pond by KarinClaessonArt Lady of Warwick Castle by Pygar Endless Days by Pygar In the evening on the balcony by irinama Lady of the Lake by irinama:thumb310374469::thumb267014920: Bloody Mary by LaVolpeCimina My Little Savior by LaVolpeCimina The Aurora Borealis by mysolitaryground:thumb306157411: They Are Coming by TitusBoy25 Beautiful Liar by TitusBoy25 Rising by aninur Secret moment by aninur The Mask by refro Once Upon a Time... by refro Dark Passion by peroni68 Lost in Fashion by peroni68:thumb320452385::thumb309973885: Captured paradise by Tairin-Rur Picture by Tairin-Rur Morticia by crilleb50 Mushroom by crilleb50:thumb313068947::thumb319168537::thumb318978208::thumb311864077: Ghost Whisperer by FairieGoodMother The Widow by FairieGoodMother Breath of life by RebecaSaray Little dark riding hood by RebecaSaray:thumb318613267::thumb316449658: Spider Fairy by JinxMim Melusina by JinxMim Alice's Falling by Doucesse Once upon a time ... by Doucesse:thumb282284909::thumb271374645: Burn by Kevinchichetti:thumb306904595:

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The Sphinx by crayonmaniac
The Elves of the hidden forest by crayonmaniac:thumb317202685::thumb308351008: wandering by vivi-art Will you marry me? by vivi-art Cinderella by EnchantedWhispersArt Lady Of The Night by EnchantedWhispersArt Genie by inSOLense Cathedral by inSOLense Phantom_Your Love Redeems Me by Luaprata91 Beauty and The Beast by Luaprata91 A Mermaid Dreams by ChisSweetArt Rapunzel's Freedom by ChisSweetArt

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Deaths Embrace... by Villenueve

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Lucy Westenra... by Villenueve
:thumb301661058::thumb316199393::thumb315621612: Orphanage for bad dreams by Bathoriya My own Fears by eclipsy Inner Conflict by eclipsy Starfish by Selenada The Night Before the full Moon by Selenada The truth beneath the rose by artorifreedom Rapunzel by artorifreedom Little Retreat by Stroody:thumb279622718: Final Hour by michellemonique Dancing with Death by michellemonique i will dance again by Princess-of-Shadows room III :: schizophrenia by Princess-of-Shadows Apples by maiarcita The Ship by maiarcita THE HAUNTED by Morteque .:The Quiet Place:. 2.0 SOLD by Morteque:thumb266396488::thumb315862656::thumb318971634::thumb287941875: Forever by D3vilusion ''Welcome To The Show''.. by D3vilusion Midsummer Melody by SweetLittleVampire Blue Moon by SweetLittleVampire Red Sonata by AprilLight Under the Rainbow by AprilLight Silence by BiBiARTs Lady Neptun by BiBiARTs Swan Heart by Anarielhime Raven Queen by Anarielhime B L I N D I N G by Doom-Art A Thousand Letters by DemonikaDemise Faery by Fantasy-fairy-angel Fairy World by Fantasy-fairy-angel:thumb303873467::thumb302856076: Escape by krissybdesigns The Stable by krissybdesigns:thumb321328414::thumb309161247::thumb304646327::thumb211797720: Ophelia's Dream by SilentPlea Hitchin' a Ride by SilentPlea This happy fate by sasha-fantom Who you are by sasha-fantom Sound by 25kartinok The detective by 25kartinok Snakes by Acrylicdreams uploading death... by Acrylicdreams

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Session 9 by KYghost
Bastet Awaits in Purgatory by KYghost:thumb316122077::thumb277482010: Dark Angel by Cynnalia Song of Storms by Cynnalia Silent Forest by MirellaSantana Passion by MirellaSantana

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Insanity by breerothman
Get Out of Here by breerothman Mirror Mirror On The Wall by Corvinerium Shattered Fantasies by Corvinerium:thumb301165349: Briar Rose by UnholyVault Blue Mermaid by Aloha-Mermaid Saltwater Dreams by Aloha-Mermaid Plumbum by MskyCarmen La chair et le sang by MskyCarmen:thumb283933042::thumb291544025: beginning of the end by OpheliacIInMe enchanted by OpheliacIInMe Freedom by TheDarkRayne In Love With My Sorrow by TheDarkRayne Underwater by kitiekat4U Collaberation: Behind the Gate by kitiekat4U:thumb303496589: EX-Water lilly by EX-aliqua EX-sorceress by EX-aliqua Queen of Trees by CaryAndFrankArts The Warrior by CaryAndFrankArts My Own Dead World by DarkDevil16 Enter Darkness by DarkDevil16:thumb308217790::thumb263790384:The Oracle by CelticStrm:thumb298463875:The Three Sisters by babsartcreationsYou Are Not Alone by babsartcreationsEnchantment by JennLaaPoison Ivy by JennLaaAlice returns I by Creamydigitalbroceliande by Creamydigitalonce upon a fairy tale by JenaDellaGrottagliathe great egg hunt by JenaDellaGrottagliaDeath Portal by PSHoudiniWater Stallion by PSHoudiniRed Tide by nitchwarmerCricklewood Green by nitchwarmerTonight we march by robhas1leftHide and seek by robhas1leftLa Opera by Phatpuppyart-StudiosAlice Revisited by Phatpuppyart-Studiostime for the magic by mashamaklautSleeping Beauty by mashamaklautRaven's Manor by AeliaNaqwiDesignsOn Another's Sorrow by AeliaNaqwiDesignsWoodland Friends by FerelwingRose Red by Ferelwing:thumb306567489::thumb262360998:Under the Sea by brandrificusMermaid *Goodbye* by brandrificusDevil in My Mind by ForestGirlSilky swarm by ForestGirlJust another Fairy Day by DesignbyKattEllesmera by DesignbyKattWhite Swan by AndreeaRosseLife by AndreeaRosseAngels Fall First by PauBuenoZthe mystery behind the door by PauBuenoZCall from the Grave by MiloshJevremovicHalloween by MiloshJevremovic:thumb306934476::thumb313021797:R E D by LadyNight93:thumb305939603:Toys In The Attic by VisualPoetressEyes Without A Face by VisualPoetressCardinals Dance by MADmoiselleMeliThe Apple for Snowwithe by MADmoiselleMeliAlone In Death by AshlieNelsonTwilight Masquerade by AshlieNelsonThe one they left behind by Shady-Lady90Red Riding Hood by MichelVictor


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These are some paintings my grandmother did:

Winter in the forest by PrincessMagical  Flower garden by PrincessMagical  Cat in the garden by PrincessMagical
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UPDATE: August 14, 2012:  I'm still working on that Phantom manip, as it turns out that much more work was needed than I originally thought.  Keep an eye out!
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I thank everyone for their support and patience! :heart:

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My life is over

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 6, 2011, 10:02 AM






October 29, 2011

My life is officially over.  I don't even know what to do or what to say.  My grandmother is gone.  I've been crying non-stop since around 2 pm (Saturday).  She was doing so good and talked to me and then Thursday night we were told by the doctor to give her these anti-biotics because she had a blood infection.  Before I was going to give her these anti-biotics, we were called and said that all the numbers of the blood test didn't look right so the doctor would be out on Friday to take more blood to see if maybe something wrong happened.  I was told to just in case, give her these anti-biotics and it wouldn't do anything to her.  Then after I gave it to her, I noticed that it seemed like she was having really bad acid reflux or something like that but soon after, she seemed better.   Then Friday,  she was able to eat breakfast and she seemed much better.  Later Friday night, I noticed that she also wasn't able to eat.  But she looked pretty good when I got her up this morning (Saturday).  She looked better this morning.  But when I tried giving her food, she wasn't able to eat.  I had her back in the bed and I noticed her breathing differently and I was actually calling 911 and just when I called them, I didn't see her breathing and they told me about giving her CPR and I had someone else with me and trying to help who was a CNA.   While I was on the phone, the ambulance people came in and looked at her and said she was gone and there was nothing they could do.   My whole world just completely crashed down and I am not kidding when when I say I had to be led out into the living room.  I couldn't even walk by myself.  No one will ever understand how devastated I am and how I feel like my whole life is over.

My life is over.  I can't stop crying and she was in such great condition for her age and she talked to me and told me she loves me.  After she got back out of the hospital back in June, I was doing so much more for her and she was so impressive for someone her age.  It's too soon.  She was so good, it's too soon.  I wanted years with her to be able to talk to her and show her my pictures and now that won't happen.  It's not fair because it's not like she didn't have family like myself who really cared and loved her.  I'm not ready for her to go.   I'm actually crying while I type this.  I never wanted this day to come but I knew one day but I really felt it would be years still.  Not at 92.   No one understands how much she means to me.  In some ways, I felt closer to her than my mother.  My grandmother and I were always so close.  This is officially the worst day of my life.  I just can't believe I'll never be able to help her up in the morning or say goodnight to her again.   She was so good after the blood transfusion in June.  It's just not fair.  So many things left unsaid and I really feel like it's my fault.  If I just did better and tried harder, even though everyone was telling me how good of a job I was doing, I feel like I'm part to blame, especially for giving her those anti-biotics.  If I never gave her those anti-biotics, she would still be with us right now, I'm sure of it because she wasn't having trouble swallowing or breathing like she did after I gave them to her.  The nurse who prescribed them told me they would be safe even if she didn't have an infection.  But I'm to blame for giving them to her and now she's gone.  It's too soon for her to go.  It's too soon.  For the rest of my life, I'll never completely be guilt free.  Everyone has been telling me that I was such a great granddaughter and I am not at all to blame but I feel like I could have done more.  Like I said, I've always been so very close to her my whole life and nothing will ever devastate me as much as this.  I don't know what else to say without starting to sound redundant.   I don't know how to deal.   This is truly the worst day of my entire life.  It's just not fair.  Her vitals were always so great and it's not like she was a complete vegetable for months on end.  I really believe it was those pills and the police told me it's not my fault but I never should have given her those pills even though the doctor said they would be okay.  My life will never be the same.  Nothing will ever be the same again.

I thank everyone who took the time to read all this and prayed for her.  It really means so much.  I just want my grandmother back.  I'm truly, truly devastated.    I can't stop crying.

My Mourning by PrincessMagical I miss you so much by PrincessMagical

These are some paintings she did.  Please read the descriptions.

Winter in the forest by PrincessMagical   Flower garden by PrincessMagical   Cat in the garden by PrincessMagical


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When I put this Prayer for my family by PrincessMagical up, I didn't even know what I know now.  I just found out that my grandmother got an infection and they said it looks like it could be just a skin infection but not 100% sure.  Of course, I'm blaming myself.  I feel like I could do better.  I just know that the next 5 or so days are going to be very crucial and I'll have to give her these anti-biotics.   I don't know how this happened but anyone who could pray for her would mean so much to me.  I thank everyone!




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UPDATE: July 5, 2011:  I'm still working on that Phantom manip, as it turns out that much more work was needed than I originally thought.  Keep an eye out!
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UPDATED:  August 2, 2011:  My grandmother got pneumonia and was in the hospital over a month ago and has some pressure sores and any prayers anyone can give would be greatly appreciated!  I am caring for her a lot more now and I'm basically being a nurse to her so I haven't been online as much but I will be uploading more stuff as I finish them.


Grandma prayer to Jesus by PrincessMagical Dear Grandma ... by PrincessMagical


I thank everyone for their support and patience! :heart:

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A Happy New Year to everyone and features!

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 1, 2011, 6:00 AM


I wanted to wish everyone a Happy New Year and thank everyone who has supported me and faved, commented, added me to their watch list and/or prayed for my grandmother!  It means so much! :iconbigheartplz:

So I've decided to feature my all time favorite art from 2010!  These are amazing and I wish I could feature everything from 2010 that I love so I'm breaking it up into parts.  This is part one of my absolute favorites! :heart:

Exile by svoja-i-nicija A Knock at the Door - Ver. 2 by Foxfires:thumb179134413: Angellore by Nimiel-Dei Almost alone by irinama:thumb175074687: Dark Reflection by MistRaven .: Menace Of Vanity :. by KuramaPhoenix Desert Queen by Juli-SnowWhite Await the Night by Ironshod Angels - Within Temptation by taurus0091 My secret garden by Rowiel Witches Hollow - animated by Pieces-Of-My-Heart There Goes My Heart by coyotepam Deep mystery II by CindysArt Queen by CindysArt The Beautiful Mermaid by coyotepam

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The Shroom Fairy by MistRaven
:thumb188998411::thumb187270280::thumb176565281::thumb184491520: Manos tiernas by ElenaDudina Tenderness by ElenaDudina My Lost World by moonchild-ljilja Dreamy Garden... by moonchild-ljilja The Enchanted Forest by AndyGarcia666 Perpetual Desolation by Ariel87 Vampire Moon by UnholyVault:thumb175927743::thumb173775759: Eternity's Rest by Emerald-Depths Wolf Song by Emerald-Depths:thumb176808889: Gothica by FantasyMaker Until the end of time by FantasyMaker Lunar Rain Animation by AshlieNelson Eternal Prayer by silentfuneral

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Moonlight Cry by dark-spider
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Merry Christmas!

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 6, 2010, 7:29 AM


Mariah Carey - Oh Santa by fabianopcampos   Mariah Carey - Merry Christmas by fabianopcampos   Mariah Carey - Merry Xmas 2 U by fabianopcampos

Should old acquaintance be forgot
And never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintance be forgot
And auld lang syne?

For auld lang syne my dear
For auld lang syne
We'll take a cup of kindness yet
For auld lang syne for auld lang syne

10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1

Old acquaintance be forgot
And never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintance be forgot
Eh eh auld lang syne?

For auld lang syne my dear
For auld lang syne
We'll take a cup of kindness yet
For auld lang syne

For auld lang syne my dear
For auld lang syne
We'll take a cup of kindness yet
For auld lang syne

Eh oh yeah aye
Eh hey Happy New Yeah baby
Aye oh 5 4 3 2

Should old acquaintance be forgot
And never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintance be forgot
Eh eh auld land syne?

Does anybody really know the words?
Might as well sing along

Happy New Year baby oh
Happy New Year baby

Should old acquaintance be forgot
And never brought to mind?
Should old acquaintance be forgot
Eh eh auld land syne?

Happy New Year to you and your friends
And have a drink on me
Happy New Year to you too
And have a drink on me

10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1

Happy New Year!

Auld Lang Syne (The New Year's Anthem) by Mariah Carey www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aop6YF…

Miss You Most At Christmas Time by Mariah Carey  www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAOIC7…

The fire is burning
The room's all aglow
Outside the December wind blows
Away in the distance
The carolers sing in the snow
Everybody's laughing
The world is celebrating
And everyone's so happy
Except for me tonight
Because...

[Chorus:]
I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you
Get you off my mind
Every other season comes along
And I'm all right
But then I miss you
Most at Christmas time

I gaze out the window
This cold winters' night
At all of the twinkling lights
Alone in the darkness
Remembering when you were mine
Everybody's smiling
The whole world is rejoicing
And everyone's embracing
Except for you and I
Baby...

[Chorus]

In the springtime
Those memories start to fade
With the April rain
Through the summer days
Till Autumn's leaves are gone
I get by without you
Till the snow begins to fall
And then...

[Chorus]

Merry Christmas!   Miss you most at Christmas ... by PrincessMagical

Oh Santa!

Santas gonna come and make you mine this Christmas...
OH SANTA
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine
Oh Santa
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make him mine, mine
Oh Santa

Santa
If you get this letter
Won't you help me out
I know you're kinda busy with your elves right now
And I don't know how
You do the things you do while I sleep on Christmas eve
But it's amazing
And I bet that you could bring me back my baby
Because every time I see Christmas lights
I feel this burn inside
And I just can't take it

I saw them shopping last week
And his new girl was so bleak
And then I swore to myself
Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas night

Oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas night

Oh Santa
I heard that it's really gonna snow this year
So I hope Rudolph and them all the 8 reindeer
Get you safely here
So you can scoop him up
And scoop him right down my chimney
I've been really, really, really good this year

So put on that red suit and make him appear
Make this Christmas cheer
Just ain't the same without my baby
Come on oh Kris Kringle send me help

They say it's unrealistic
But I believe in you Saint Nick
So grant this wish for me right quick
Santa won't you come and make him mine this Christmas night

Oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas night
Oh Santa!

[pause]

Oh Santa Claus
If you get this letter
Please don't make me wait
Cause all December I'll be counting down the days
So hop on your sleigh
I promise that I won't forget the milk and cookies

The trees all sparkly and gold
But inside I feel so cold
So soon as you leave the North Pole
Santa won't you come and make him mine this Christmas

Santa's gonna come and make you mine oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine this Christmas
Santa's gonna come and make you mine oh oh oh
Santa's gonna come and make you mine, mine

Oh Santa! by Mariah Carey www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5zaQ_…

Well, since it's that time of year, I thought I'd have something to relate! :)

Thank you all for the prayers, faves, comments, and watches!  It means so much! :heart:

My grandmother

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 20, 2010, 10:46 AM


I don't even know where to begin with this.  If anyone remembers, last year I wrote about how my grandmother broke her hip and went to the hospital and rehab.  I asked people to pray for her and I really believe the prayers helped because she did improve and came back home and I was so happy to have her home.

But now, about a year later, she's had more trouble and I'm very sad because of many reasons.  The main reason is her condition has worsened this year.  She no longer reads books or magazines and many times over the past few months when I've tried to have her look at even a picture, she doesn't even really comprehend it.  Most of the time now, when I try to show her a picture, she doesn't acknowledge it.  I was holding up one of her paintings a few weeks ago and tried telling her that she made it, several different times and she just didn't know it.  All she has been saying lately is "I don't know."  I know she's not in the early stages of dementia anymore and it's just so sad that I can't talk to her like I used to.  At least she does tell me she loves me.

I have always loved art since I can remember and I never was really any good at drawing or painting but I loved to do it anyway.  My grandmother has painted many paintings and even helped run an art studio where people came in and bought art pieces and students came in since there were art classes as well.  I know that I have mentioned many times that Simona :iconwindkiss72: has inspired me so much to do this art I have discovered I have in me, since I was never really good at painting, I discovered digital art and have found that not only I love it but it really helps me to express myself and be creative.  But I think maybe I got my artistic side from my grandmother.  Just spending time growing up in that art studio among many other things have made me really appreciate art.  The art studio had two main floors and it was a pretty big place and I just have so many memories of being there a lot when I was younger.

I am so, so happy with my artwork and what I've accomplished and what I'm still learning, which I know I still have a lot to learn.  I was never able to paint anything on a real canvas.  I just don't have the patience that it takes to paint on a real canvas.  That's one reason, one huge reason I love digital art so much.  If I try to paint in Photoshop and I make a mistake, it's so easy to just click the undo button and try again until I'm happy with it.  I feel like I really have a chance to create great art because digital art is something that I'm learning and I know I have greatly improved since my very first manip.  So I am just so grateful to have met Simona online, who, when I saw her work, I wanted to be able to create manipulations like she did and many other people since, in addition to Simona, have made me want to improve myself.

So now I have many artworks that I am proud of and many, many more to come and I wish I could share my works with my grandmother.  I wish she was able to see all the art I am creating and I know she would have liked to see it if she were not so far advanced in her dementia.  I'm so very sad because I am so, so proud of my accomplishments and I'll never really be able to show her.  She never knew about digital art since she never used a computer but I know she would have liked to see my work.

In the past couple days, she has fallen twice.  Two days in a row she has fallen and I just keep praying for her to be okay and she's been very fortunate to be with us as long as she has.  I've said before that in some ways, I feel a little closer to her than my mother.  But I ask anyone who can pray for her, it would mean so much.  Her name is Grace and she really could use prayers.  It really makes me cry to see her on the floor or in any kind of pain and she's very strong to be able to take all these fallings but I know it's not good for her.  I know she can't keep falling.  I do talk to her as well and she does talk but it's just not the same.  I wish I could talk to her like I used to.  I wish I could show her my artwork and talk to her about my love of digital art and get real feedback from her.  I just miss my grandmother so much and love her much and it really pains me that I'll never have her back the way she used to be.  Sure we do communicate but her mind is not the same, she just doesn't focus on things like she used to and I know it's the condition but it makes me so sad and cry sometimes.  I'm just really, really sad.  So anyone who can pray for her, it would mean, so, so much to me. :heart:

As I stated before, my grandmother has done paintings which a lot are up around the house and I am going to upload some of her paintings which are just original paintings she did except for one at this time that she did but was a copy and she even put copy next her initials as well.  I want to show some of her work in my gallery, which luckily, I have permission to do, I am allowed to have some of her work in my gallery and I'm not going to offer prints.  I just want some of her work to be seen.  At this time, I have three pictures of paintings she did but I will get more and upload them here.  She was good at painting.  She wasn't the best or become famous or anything like that.  But she was very good IMO and there are other paintings that she did that when I look at them, they look like a professional did them.   Most of her paintings are of nature.  Flowers, animals, just a lot of natural things.  These three I'm featuring in here, are personal favorites.

Winter in the forest by PrincessMagical   Cat in the garden by PrincessMagical   Flower garden by PrincessMagical

And again, I thank everyone who can pray for her!  It means so much! :iconbigheartplz:

Still Of The Night by Tarja Turunen

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 27, 2010, 7:55 PM


In the Still of the Night
I hear the wolf howl, honey
Sniffing around your door
In the Still of the night
I feel my heart beating heavy
Telling me I gotta have more

In the shadow of night
I see the full moon rise
Telling me what's in store
My heart start aching
My body start a shaking
An' I can't take no more

Now I just wanna get close to you
An' taste your love so sweet
An' I just wanna make love to you
Feel your body heat

In the Still of the Night
In the Still of the Night

In the heat of the day
I hang my head down low
An' hide my face from the sun
Through the light of the day
Until the evening time
I'm waiting for the night to come

In the Still of the Night
In the cool moonlight
I feel my heart is aching
In the Still of the Night

In the Still of the Night
I hear the wolf howl, honey
Sniffing around your door
In the Still of the night
I feel my heart beating heavy
Telling me I gotta have more

Now I just wanna get close to you
An' taste your love so sweet
An' I just wanna make love to you
Feel your body heat

In the Still of the Night
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Please check out this epic masterpiece if you haven't heard it already!  It really rivals the original by Whitesnake.  

www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6e3Xk…


I have fallen in love with this song all over again!! :love:

My thank you's and apologies ...

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 25, 2010, 5:11 AM


I just wanted to thank everyone for the comments, faves and watches!  It means so much!! :heart:

I wanted to apologize if I have upset or offended anyone in any way.  I'm very sorry if I have. :forgiveme:

And continued prayers for my grandmother, named Grace, means so much and I thank everyone who has prayed/praying for her. :heart:

Is there a rule that says I have to immediately ..

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 22, 2010, 10:22 AM


Fave something the moment I download?!  Sometimes I download something and it ends up that I change my mind and end up not using it and I just delete it from my computer.  Or sometimes I download and I forget to fave it that instant and then when I am about to upload, I do a search for whatever I used and I add it to my faves because not only can I do all the crediting easier that way but I like to fave what I use.  Just because I don't fave stuff that instant I download, doesn't mean that I will not fave it.  I always fave stock I used and only recently have I noticed that some stock I used that I saw in my faves last year, I couldn't find which probably means it's either removed or in storage.  But I have been here on this site for almost a year and a half now and I've never been accused of stealing until now and I don't even know why I'm being accused of stealing when the stock page clearly says the file has been changed and the download removed.  I have the entire file on my computer, I've had it there since last November.  Just yesterday when I was about to upload that deviation "Black Widow", I find it easier to place all the stock I've used to the very beginning of my stock faves folders so it makes it much easier to do all the crediting.

When I tried searching for that Black widow stock I used, I didn't see it in my faves and I don't know if I ever actually faved it last year but I might but I sure was going to fave it before I uploaded it.  So I did a search and I found that exact same pack that I have on my computer.  When I looked at the description, it said pack changed, download removed.  But I know that was the same pack I have on my computer and when I looked at all the spiders on my file on my computer and looked at that preview image on the stock page, they are the exact same pack.  So I realized that was the one I used.  So I added it to my faves because well, as I stated above, I believe in having stocks faved but also it's easier to do crediting.

So I am accused of stealing when I did nothing wrong here as far as I know.  It's really sad.  I don't steal and I certainly didn't know that I had to fave something that instant which I can't remember if I ever did fave it last year, I thought I did and maybe I faved the old file, I don't know, but I did fave it before I uploaded it.  And especially since I informed the person of the stock use, and I gave credit.  I don't understand this at all but I will just have to fave every single thing right away from now on at that instant to prevent this from happening again.  But I downloaded that file almost a year ago and I can't remember everything back then.  I'm going through a lot of personal problems in my life, how can I be expected to remember EVERYTHING from last November?  Oh my God, I credited, I informed, I linked, and I faved.  The faving, like I said, at least was done before I uploaded.  Maybe not at that exact time of download or if I did and the original file was deleted, that's something I don't know but it's faved now and was faved before I actually uploaded it.

I'm sorry this is so long but I have enough problems in my life without being accused of something that I clearly didn't do.  People need to ask questions first.  Ask me if you are unsure about something.  Don't just accuse me.  And don't keep accusing me if I have explained what happened.  I guarantee it's all a matter of misunderstanding.  If anyone is curious who is accusing me, just read the comments of that "Black Widow" deviation I uploaded yesterday.  This is very insulting and offending.

But I will definitely fave EVERYTHING right away from now on.

I'm so honored, thank you everyone for the support

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 12, 2010, 9:01 AM


I can't believe my newest Fantasy deviation "In The Still Of The Night"    In The Still Of The Night by PrincessMagical  has over 1000 views and 100 faves in just over 2 days!!!!  I'm so happy!!!  And I have over 10,000 page views!!!  Thank you all so much!!!  :iconbigheartplz:

Also, I want to let you all know that I will be really trying to reply to comments in my work more often than I have been.  Please feel free to comment and I will reply.  I just am so behind in everything but I love comments on my work!! :)

I thank everyone for the comments, faves and watches!!  It means so much!! :hug:

Anyone who has and who can continue keep praying for my grandmother named Grace, it means so, so much to me!! :heart:

....

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 29, 2010, 7:37 PM


UPDATED 9/7/10: I apologize greatly for my lack of messages and responses.  I try to always respond and I'm sorry that I can't always.  I want to thank everyone so much for the faves, comments and watches!  It means so much to me. :heart:

:heart:I also appreciate anyone who can keep praying for my grandmother.  Her name is Grace.  I love my grandmother dearly and I thank everyone who has prayed for her. :heart:

I wanted to share with people that if it weren't for Simona's :iconwindkiss72: art, I wouldn't have been inspired to do what I love to do now, I never would have discovered this creativity I have in me and so I wanted to feature one of her works in here.  For anyone not familiar with Simona's work, this is one of the most beautiful works I've ever seen.  It's so beautiful and just looking at it makes me feel so inspired.  So please, check out her works if you haven't already.

Memories of a phantom by Simona
Memories of a phantom by windkiss72



I will be uploading a Phantom of the Opera picture (made with stocks from here) I've been working on that I'm very proud of as soon as I can.  I am not sure when I'll have it done though.

Phantom Fans Icon by iluvdevilschild Phantom Phan stamp by LoathsomeGargoyle Phantom of the Opera Stamp by slayerchick303
Phantom x Christine Stamp by DarkFacedStranger:thumb109423260: The Phantom Of The Opera Stamp by MaydayKoigo

Working on a Phantom picture ...

Journal Entry: Wed May 26, 2010, 8:01 AM


:heart:Please, please, if anyone can still pray for my grandmother, Grace, it would mean so much!  She really needs prayers!  I thank everyone.:heart:

I want to thank everyone who has faved my work, commented on my work/main page or added me to their watch list.  I try to always comment or reply and I apologize to anyone who I haven't to yet.  I greatly apologize.:heart:

UPDATED 6/23/10: I sincerely and deeply apologize to you, Simona :iconwindkiss72: who has been the best and dearest online friend I've ever had, for everything I've put you through.  You never deserved all I've put you through, Simona, and I'll never forgive myself for upsetting you and causing all the trouble I've caused for you.  I can only hope one day you can forgive me.  You're truly the best online friend I could ever ask for, I couldn't ask for a better online friend than you.  I never meant to cause you any trouble, which I know I have greatly and I was wrong, so wrong.  Please know I NEVER intended to upset or offend you, Simona, in any way.  I can only deeply and sincerely apologize.  And promise to never let it happen again.  I'm truly, truly sorry, Simona, for I'll never have another online friend like you. You have inspired me so much and helped me so much in my life.  I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me one day.:heart:

UPDATED 6/24/10: I also wanted to share with people that if it weren't for Simona's art, I wouldn't be doing what I love to do now, I never would have discovered this creativity I have in me and so I wanted to feature one of her works in here.  For anyone not familiar with Simona's work, this is one of the most beautiful works I've ever seen.  Even though it's somewhat simplistic looking, it's so beautiful and just looking at it makes me feel so inspired.  So please, check out her works if you haven't already.

Memories of a phantom by Simona :iconwindkiss72:
Memories of a phantom by windkiss72

I will be uploading a Phantom of the Opera picture (made with stocks from here) I've been working on that I'm very proud of as soon as I can.  I am not sure when I'll have it done though.

:heart:The people and the friends that we have lost, or the dreams that have faded ... Never forget them.  Yuna from Final Fantasy X.:heart:

To watch this moving, emotional scene with the quote above, click here:  www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPMFXf…



:heart:Three songs I'm really loving at the moment and can relate to in a way:heart::

You look at me and see the girl
Who lives inside the golden world
But don't believe
That's all there is to see
You'll never know the real me

She smiles through a thousand tears
And harbors adolescent fears
She dreams of all
That she can never be
She waits in insecurity
And hides herself inside of me

Don't say she takes it all for granted
I'm well aware of all I have
Don't say that I am disenchanted
Please understand

It seems as though I've always been
Somebody outside looking in
Well here I am for all of them to bleed (I always heard it as "glee" but when I look up the lyrics, it's not but it sounds like "glee" to me which makes much more sense than "bleed")
But they can't take my heart from me
And they can't bring me to my knees
They'll never know the real me.

:heart:Looking In by Mariah Carey.  This is such an emotional and beautiful song.:heart:

I've fought another day,
Lose another chance to break away
From all I cannot bear.
I suffer through through the shame
Wishing hope would just abandon me
Till this is over.

My loveless life
I'm lost in you tonight
Waiting for you to turn around
Only to tear the whole world down.

Time and time again
Take it all and take the fall for you.
Fear is all I hold
Bound and beaten down
All the pain I can't escape today
Is always with me

My loveless life
I'm lost in you tonight
Waiting for you to turn around
Only to tear the whole world down.
My darkest night
Your arms that hold me tight
Waiting for you to turn around
Only to tear the whole world down.

All my love is lost
All my hope is gone
All my love is lost
All my hope is gone

My loveless life
I'm lost in you tonight
Waiting for you to turn around
Only to tear the whole world down.
My darkest night
Your arms that hold me tight
Waiting for you to turn around
Only to tear the whole world down.

:heart:Tear The World Down by We Are The Fallen.:heart:

Watching you sleep for so long,
Knowing I can't turn the rain into sun any more
I've given you all that I have,
Now I stand here, too scared to hold your hand.

Afraid you might wake to see
The monster that had to leave

'Cause you see the shelter as the storm
Holding wind to keep you on,
You are everything to me, this is why I have to leave,
So sleep well my angel.

Under the ash and the lies,
Something beautiful once here now dies,
And the tears burn my eyes,
As you sit there, all alone.
I just want to come home,

But you see the shelter as the storm,
Holding wind to keep you on,
You are everything to me, this is why I have to leave,
So sleep well my angel.
Sleep well, my angel.

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

You see the shelter as the storm,
Holding wind to keep you on,
You are everything to me, this is why

You see the shelter as the storm,
Holding wind to keep you on,
You are everything to me, this is why I have to leave
So sleep well, my angel.

Sleep well, my angel.

:heart:Sleep well, my angel by We Are The Fallen.  This makes me also think of Phantom of the Opera.:heart:

If you haven't heard the last two songs and love bands like Evanescence, they are a MUST HEAR!!

Phantom Fans Icon by iluvdevilschild Phantom Phan stamp by LoathsomeGargoyle Phantom of the Opera Stamp by slayerchick303
Phantom x Christine Stamp by DarkFacedStranger:thumb109423260: The Phantom Of The Opera Stamp by MaydayKoigo

(UPDATED)Thank you's, apologies and my grandmother

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 3, 2010, 12:35 PM


:heart:Please, please, if anyone can pray for my grandmother, Grace, it would mean so much!  She really needs prayers!  She has been back home for a few months now but I'm really scared for her.  :heart:

I want to thank everyone who has faved my work, commented on my work/main page or added me to their watch list.  I try to always comment or reply and I apologize to anyone who I haven't to yet.  I greatly apologize.:heart:

I sincerely and deeply apologize to Simona :iconwindkiss72: who has been the best and dearest online friend I've ever had, for everything I've put her through.  You never deserved all I've put you through, Simona, and I'll never forgive myself for upsetting you.  I can only hope one day you can forgive me.  I love you as an online friend.  I never meant to cause any trouble.  Especially to the best online friend I've ever had, Simona.  I know I greatly messed up and I admit I was wrong to do what I did.  Please know I NEVER intended to upset or offend Simona in any way.  I haven't felt myself a whole lot in 2009 but I can only deeply and sincerely apologize.  And promise to never let it happen again.  I'm truly, truly sorry, Simona, for I'll never have another online friend like you. :heart:

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Update May 19th, 2010

I am updating this because I don't want everything changed here.  First, I want to say that everyone who has been praying for my grandmother, thank you so much!  It means so much to me.  I honestly don't know when I'll be coming back on here but I will be uploading pics here and there and will get to faving my favorite artists' works as soon as I can.  I won't be completely gone but I won't be as active on here either.  I appreciate everyone's support.

I don't know what else to say at this time.  I need a miracle.  I just need a miracle in my life.  That is all.

Phantom Fans Icon by iluvdevilschild Phantom Phan stamp by LoathsomeGargoyle Phantom of the Opera Stamp by slayerchick303
Phantom x Christine Stamp by DarkFacedStranger:thumb109423260: The Phantom Of The Opera Stamp by MaydayKoigo

  • Listening to: Noctura - Fall To Pieces (Acoustic)
  • Reading: Stephen King - The Langoliers
  • Watching: Orphan (2009)
  • Playing: Final Fantasy XIII (XBOX 360)
  • Drinking: Water
:heart:Please, please, if anyone can pray for my grandmother, Grace, it would mean so much!  She really needs prayers!:heart:

I want to thank everyone who has faved my work, commented on my work/main page or added me to their watch list.  I try to always comment or reply and I apologize to anyone who I haven't to yet.  I greatly apologize.:heart:

I also sincerely apologize to Simona :iconwindkiss72: who has been the best and dearest online friend I've ever had, for everything I've put her through.  You never deserved all I've put you through, Simona, and I'll never forgive myself for upsetting you.  I can only hope one day you can forgive me.  I love you as an online friend. :heart:


I never meant to cause any trouble.  Especially to the best online friend I've ever had, Simona.  I know I greatly messed up and I admit I was wrong to do what I did.  Please know I NEVER intended to upset or offend Simona in any way.  I haven't felt myself a whole lot in 2009 but I can only deeply and sincerely apologize.  And promise to never let it happen again.  I'm truly, truly sorry, Simona, for I'll never have another online friend like you.


Also, I only have Photoshop CS3 and a mouse.  I don't have a tablet and I know some people on here are very good at painting/airbrushing and I would love if anyone who does the painting/airbrushing over the models and the hair especially, to collab with me for manips.  I have tons and tons of ideas and I would have all the stocks placed where I like but then whoever is willing to work with me, could paint over to make it look more realistic.  I would be so honored and to make things fair, we each would upload the picture with each other listed in the description and we would fave each other's work and put for everyone else, to fave both so it would be more fair since it would be work done by two people.

If anyone is willing to do this, it would mean a lot! :)