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Deliver this to my friend by PrincessMagical Deliver this to my friend by PrincessMagical
This is dedicated to Simona :iconwindkiss72: for everything I've put her through and I feel like the only way I might have a chance of her forgiving me, is to be completely honest about something. I wasn't completely honest with that first dedication to her. The one titled, "My Best Online Friend Dedicate" and so I felt like I should be completely honest and real, more than I ever have before on here. If after reading this, if anyone wants to judge me, well, all I can say is I'm really sorry because I really only mean good intentions. I ask to please not judge me because of this. I'm just being real and honest. I believe that no matter if someone is a friend you know personally or just a really good online friend, if that person changes your life in some way, for the better, they should know about it. That's what this is about.

This picture represents a female, who is me, who has greatly upset one of the best friends she's ever had, in a way, the best friend she's ever had, who is Simona, and she has written a letter to her to sincerely apologize from the very bottom of her heart. She lives in this castle and has a bird who can deliver this letter to her friend, which is the reason I chose that title. So the bird delivers this letter. This is what the letter says:

Dear Simona,

You are one of the best friends I've ever had and in some ways, the best friend I've ever had. You're my best online friend. Before I met you online and discovered your amazing talent, for about three years, I was feeling like I shouldn't be living anymore. I felt like no one cared if I lived or died. I felt like I had nothing to live for. I have been in such a dark place for so long that I just didn't even care if I lived or died. The pain from my ex boyfriend was just too much. I didn't even want to live anymore and I stopped caring about myself. I stopped taking care of myself and whatever would happen, would happen.

You changed that for me, Simona. Even though we have only been online friends, we are still people with feelings and it's because of you, your friendship and kindness that I started to change my life around. My whole outlook on life. It's because of your amazing talent with your art that I have found this talent in me and great passion to make art now. I never would have done this if I never saw your works over a year ago on YouTube. Because of you, I feel like I have some hope in my life.

Everything I have put you through and my behavior due to this pain I've been feeling for so long from my ex boyfriend, you must know that it was never intentional and it's because of you that I haven't completely fallen apart. I'll never feel more remorse for all I've said and done to upset and/or offend you. If it weren't for you, I don't know where I would be, honestly. I don't know where I would be in my life and I feel I'll never be able to show you enough appreciation for everything you've done for me and helped me with. I've never felt more remorse for my behavior due to my pain. You were the only one I could turn to and I now feel so ashamed and remorseful for all I've done and said wrong. I know I was wrong to write you as much as I did but I always tried to do things to make it up to you. Especially with the gifts. I felt I had to write you to keep the pain from completely taking over again like I let it before I met you. Now after writing you, I feel so much better but I also have never felt worse for ruining our online friendship, for all the burden I caused for you.

I'm so, very, very sorry for everything. I'll never have another friend like you, another online friend as kind and awesome as you. You never deserved all I put you through. I would do anything to go back in time. I would do anything now to make things right again for our friendship. I can only hope one day you can forgive me for all I've done.

I'll always love you, Simona, for everything you've ever done for me and helped me with and for being the dearest online friend to me.

Love always,
:heart:
Your friend, Joy

I really hope she'll see this and read it. Even if she can't forgive me at this time. Or maybe I'll get lucky and someone will be so kind to send it to her since I feel she should see this. Either way, I just had to do this so people will know why I have posted certain things on her page that I know was either wrong or crazy. I haven't been myself this year hardly. It's been one of the worst years of my life but having Simona as a friend has been a total blessing and I can only sincerely apologize and try to make it up to her. She is such an amazing friend.

I'm very proud of this manip too. Even though I didn't do any painting, the hand that's holding the letter, I got it perfectly to look like she's really holding the letter. It wasn't originally like that. I had to do some erasing and when I changed the opacity back to 100% for the letter, I was amazed how perfect it came out. Believe me, I'm pretty new to photomanipulation but I'm learning. This manip was so much fun to do.

Again, I ask to please not be judged because of this. I felt a public apology to her was the best chance I had of her forgiving me. Okay, this is long enough. I hope people will like the picture anyway. :)

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Model :iconxxx-0x0-xxx: [link]

Background :iconmoonchild-ljilja: [link]

Wings :iconmaureenolder: [link]

Cyclamen :iconmaureenolder: [link]

Red rose :icontexelgirl-stock: [link]

Vines :iconmaureenolder: [link]

Elven lamps :iconunholy-stock: [link]

Leaves :iconmaureenolder: [link]

Birdcage :iconshoofly-stock: [link]

Red birds :iconshoofly-stock: [link]

White doves :iconshoofly-stock: [link]

Letter :iconalicemeraviglia: [link]

Pink flowers :iconsammykaye1sstamps: [link]

Ring :icongrannysatticstock: [link]

Star Brush :iconjonaskr: [link]

Soft Light brush :iconblackriderrom: [link]

Sparkle brush :iconscully7491: [link]
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:iconkarahrobinson-art:
KarahRobinson-Art Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Your work is so beautiful :wow: 
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! :iconhug1plz:
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goldenb Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2012
Awesome, i realy like it
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much! :)
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goldenb Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012
you are always welcome
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soxrule Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2009
very beautiful and the meanig behind it isvery touching!! You seem to wear your heart on your sleave!! Beautiful work!!
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much! :hug:
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soxrule Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2009
you're welcome hon!!
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug:
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coyotepam Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2009
So beautiful. Hugs...Pam:iconfloatingheartplz:
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much, my friend! :iconbigheartplz:
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coyotepam Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2009
You're welcome sweetie. Love and Hugs...Pam:iconpenguinloveplz::iconloveredplz:
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:heart: :hug:
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MaureenOlder Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
:aww: hope she reads it.

A wonderful peice.
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much! :hug:
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motherearth01 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
I believe that your freind has already forgiven you and I too hope that she sees all the effort you put into this beautiful picture and the words written as an apology over whatever it was that you upset her with.Have a wonderful day.
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much, my friend! :hug: It means a lot! I don't know if she's even seen it yet but I hope one day she can forgive me and maybe one day be my friend again. I wish you a wonderful day too! :heart:
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motherearth01 Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
My pleasure and you are always most welcome!
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:heart: :huggle:
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TalviEnkeli Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009  Professional General Artist
It's so beautiful! :heart:
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:iconprincessmagical:
PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much! :heart:
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TalviEnkeli Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2009  Professional General Artist
No problem :)
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:)
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mabi80 Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
wonderful
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:iconprincessmagical:
PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much! :hug:
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CindysArt Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
Very beautiful work! :clap:
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:iconprincessmagical:
PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much! I'm so glad you like it! :heart:
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CindysArt Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2009  Professional Digital Artist
You´re very welcome :glomp:
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PrincessMagical Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:heart:
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