I wanted to write about my amazing experiences and my love for our living Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ!
I have always believed in God since I can remember and grew up in Church and went to Sunday School and vacation Bible school and always felt at home. Then when I was a teenager, I just stopped going to Church but never stopped believing in God. I went to Church very rarely since and then within the last ten or so years, I had an awakening and proclaimed Jesus as my Lord and Savior.
So Jesus has been my Lord for about ten years but I still was missing something. I felt depressed for so long because of my ex-boyfriend leaving me back in 2002. Then in 2011, I felt like I had nothing left to live for when my grandmother passed away. I prayed to Jesus that I just want Him to bring me home as well because I didn't belong here. I lost my grandmother who was a second mother to me and like a best friend.
So up until about a month or little over a month ago, I just felt so lost and then an amazing thing happened, a miracle happened. I prayed that I want to live my life for Jesus and that I give Him my whole heart and soul and everything of me. I wanted Him to lead my life and me not live for myself anymore. Shortly after, one day I was worshiping and praising and I felt His presence come upon me and I'll never forget it. It was so amazing and incredible and I knew at that moment that He loves and forgives me my sins. I just want to worship and praise Him for eternity and be with Him, The Father and The Holy Spirit in God's Kingdom for eternity.
I realize that we are not here for ourselves but we are here for Jesus and He is in command. He is awesome and amazing. God is so awesome and amazing and feeling His presence and The Holy Spirit come upon me. It's the greatest thing. Jesus is above all and nothing here on Earth can compare to what He has in store for us in Heaven if we love Him with all our hearts, souls, spirits and minds. I feel His power and love and glory and it's just a fraction of how wonderful it will be when in His presence when we leave this Earth.
I have started reading God's Word, The Holy Bible everyday and going back to Church every Sunday and being in fellowship with other followers of Jesus and God and I have never felt so alive and loved and cared for. I have grown spiritually and I have forgiven everyone who ever hurt me and I love everyone as a person. The things I used to do, I am repenting from. All the beauty that God created here on Earth I'm seeing in a whole new light. I see even leaves on the trees and squirrels like I've never seen before and the things that used to bother me, don't matter anymore. I put Jesus first now and everything feels so alive both inside me and the beautiful world that God created.
Yesterday I was baptized and after coming out of the full immersion, I felt so reborn and my sins were forgiven and washed away. I want more than anything to be with Jesus and His Father and The Holy Spirit and it's just amazing. I love everyone as a person and just have so much to live for and it's because of Jesus.
If we all opened our hearts and seek Him with our whole heart, he will come. He will come. He wants us all to be with Him. He loves us.I just wanted to share this and I wanted to share these couple scriptures:
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.…
Trust in the LORD and do good; Dwell in the land and cultivate faithfulness. Delight yourself in the LORD; And He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD, Trust also in Him, and He will do it.…
It's so amazing how your life will change when you start living your life for Jesus. All the time you hear about people's lives changing when they turn to God and people having these experiences like feeling His presence or seeing Jesus or an angel or Heaven. It's not just a coincidence. He comes to those who are really thirsty for Him and want the love, peace and righteousness that He is. Jesus, God The Father and The Holy Spirit are love itself, peace itself and righteousness itself. He wants us to be with Him in His kingdom for eternity. We just need to believe in Him and open our hearts and put everything in His hands.
I surrender everything to Him and I never have felt so free and alive. Now that He is leading my life and I am no longer living for myself, it's so amazing and I just want to be with Him. I realize I do have a purpose in my life and everything good is because of Jesus. He knows every single thing about me and I am learning more and more about Him by reading The Bible. He is the true friend anyone can ever have. I am so happy to have Jesus as my Lord and as my Savior. He loves me and died on the cross for me. He died on the cross for all of us because He loves us all so much. I can never give enough thanks and praise and worship to Him for what He did for me, for us. He saved my life and I live my life for Him and I just want to be there with the saints and angels in Heaven praising, worshiping and singing to Him for eternity. There are no words for how much I love Him and how grateful I am to Him.
I have cried tears of joy for Him loving me and being with me and I truly can never have a better best friend. Jesus is my true best friend. I love Him above all, He is above all. I love you so much, more than anything, Jesus! You are the reason I am here and I am nothing without you!
I have all this love and it's Jesus, our Lord and Savior that I give it all to!
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