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Mariah Carey - Everything Fades Away

Baby don't tell me you miss me you love me
Don't whisper gently that you can't forget me
Tonight...Tonight 'cause I've heard it all before

Just turn away
Don't play that game
Baby I don't want to anymore

Let it all fade away
Don't you know the love is gone
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same
Baby no no no

Baby don't tell me you're sorry you hurt me
How many times can I give in
How many battles can you win
Oh don't beg for mercy
Tonight tonight 'cause I can't take anymore

Just turn around
Don't break me down
Baby I don't love you like before

Let it all fade away
Don't you know the love is gone
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same
Baby Ohhhh

So hard for me to let you go
Don't leave me standing in the cold
Oh baby give me one more chance
I know that we can make amends
Just let me love you one more time
Don't say it
Oh darling gonna lose mind
Don't say it babe
So hard for me to let you go
So hard for me to let you go

Let it all fade away (why don't you)
The love is gone baby
It's too late, Ohhh
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same
Nothing ever stays the same

Let it all fade away
The love is gone baby
It's too late
Everything fades away
Nothing ever stays the same

It only fades...It only fades away
It only fades...It only fades away
Baby don't tell me you miss me you love me...(Repeat all to fade)

Alice In Wonderland (1985) - The greatest version ever!

Kari Jobe - I Am Not Alone

What's the greatest gift you've ever gotten? 

5 deviants said Other (please comment)
4 deviants said Receiving The Holy Spirit and becoming one of God's children (mine!) :heart: Jesus!
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Jesus found me and loves me!

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 3, 2014, 6:55 AM

I wanted to write about my amazing experiences and my love for our living Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ!  :iconbigheartplz:

I have always believed in God since I can remember and grew up in Church and went to Sunday School and vacation Bible school and always felt at home.  Then when I was a teenager, I just stopped going to Church but never stopped believing in God.  I went to Church very rarely since and then within the last ten or so years, I had an awakening and proclaimed Jesus as my Lord and Savior.

So Jesus has been my Lord for about ten years but I still was missing something.  I felt depressed for so long because of my ex-boyfriend leaving me back in 2002.  Then in 2011, I felt like I had nothing left to live for when my grandmother passed away.  I prayed to Jesus that I just want Him to bring me home as well because I didn't belong here.  I lost my grandmother who was a second mother to me and like a best friend.

So up until about a month or little over a month ago, I just felt so lost and then an amazing thing happened, a miracle happened.  I prayed that I want to live my life for Jesus and that I give Him my whole heart and soul and everything of me.  I wanted Him to lead my life and me not live for myself anymore.  Shortly after, one day I was worshiping and praising and I felt His presence come upon me and I'll never forget it.  It was so amazing and incredible and I knew at that moment that He loves and forgives me my sins.  I just want to worship and praise Him for eternity and be with Him, The Father and The Holy Spirit in God's Kingdom for eternity.

I realize that we are not here for ourselves but we are here for Jesus and He is in command.   He is awesome and amazing.  God is so awesome and amazing and feeling His presence and The Holy Spirit come upon me.  It's the greatest thing.  Jesus is above all and nothing here on Earth can compare to what He has in store for us in Heaven if we love Him with all our hearts, souls, spirits and minds.  I feel His power and love and glory and it's just a fraction of how wonderful it will be when in His presence when we leave this Earth.

I have started reading God's Word, The Holy Bible everyday and going back to Church every Sunday and being in fellowship with other followers of Jesus and God and I have never felt so alive and loved and cared for.  I have grown spiritually and I have forgiven everyone who ever hurt me and I love everyone as a person.  The things I used to do, I am repenting from.  All the beauty that God created here on Earth I'm seeing in a whole new light.  I see even leaves on the trees and squirrels like I've never seen before and the things that used to bother me, don't matter anymore.  I put Jesus first now and everything feels so alive both inside me and the beautiful world that God created.

Yesterday I was baptized and after coming out of the full immersion, I felt so reborn and my sins were forgiven and washed away.  I want more than anything to be with Jesus and His Father and The Holy Spirit and it's just amazing.  I love everyone as a person and just have so much to live for and it's because of Jesus.

If we all opened our hearts and seek Him with our whole heart, he will come.  He will come.  He wants us all to be with Him.  He loves us.I just wanted to share this and I wanted to share these couple scriptures:

Matthew 7:7
Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened.…

Psalm 37:4
Trust in the LORD and do good; Dwell in the land and cultivate faithfulness.  Delight yourself in the LORD; And He will give you the desires of your heart.  Commit your way to the LORD, Trust also in Him, and He will do it.…

It's so amazing how your life will change when you start living your life for Jesus.  All the time you hear about people's lives changing when they turn to God and people having these experiences like feeling His presence or seeing Jesus or an angel or Heaven.  It's not just a coincidence.  He comes to those who are really thirsty for Him and want the love, peace and righteousness that He is.  Jesus, God The Father and The Holy Spirit are love itself, peace itself and righteousness itself.  He wants us to be with Him in His kingdom for eternity.  We just need to believe in Him and open our hearts and put everything in His hands.

I surrender everything to Him and I never have felt so free and alive.  Now that He is leading my life and I am no longer living for myself, it's so amazing and I just want to be with Him.  I realize I do have a purpose in my life and everything good is because of Jesus.  He knows every single thing about me and I am learning more and more about Him by reading The Bible.  He is the true friend anyone can ever have.  I am so happy to have Jesus as my Lord and as my Savior.  He loves me and died on the cross for me.  He died on the cross for all of us because He loves us all so much.  I can never give enough thanks and praise and worship to Him for what He did for me, for us.  He saved my life and I live my life for Him and I just want to be there with the saints and angels in Heaven praising, worshiping and singing to Him for eternity.  There are no words for how much I love Him and how grateful I am to Him.

I have cried tears of joy for Him loving me and being with me and I truly can never have a better best friend.  Jesus is my true best friend.  I love Him above all, He is above all.  I love you so much, more than anything, Jesus! You are the reason I am here and I am nothing without you!  :heart:

I have all this love and it's Jesus, our Lord and Savior that I give it all to! Because... by Shedara:iconbigheartplz:

Stamp: God loves me by pralinkova-princeznaStamp: Jesus is love by pralinkova-princeznaStamp: Praising God by pralinkova-princeznaLogical Belief by RebiValeskaDon't Be Afraid by RebiValeskaOpen Skies by impersonalinfocomplete by vakuvakuI'm not ashamed by Nilopher





Skin by IamRinoaHeartilly
  • Mood: Joy
  • Reading: The Holy Bible (God's Word)


Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Current Residence: Virginia

Favourite movie: Heaven Is For Real, Passion of The Christ, Phantom Of The Opera (2004&1990), period piece dramas, horror (The Ring, etc), Rocky II, much more

Favourite bands / musical artists: Mariah Carey, Amy Grant, Def Leppard, Within Temptation, Evanescence, Nightwish, Leona Lewis, so much more

Favourite genre of music: Contemporary Christian, Female fronted gothic rock/metal, symphonic rock/metal, 80's rock/metal, much more

Favourite visual artist: Our living God (the true artist who created the world and all living things in it), my grandmother, Anne Stokes, Victoria Frances and many, many more

Favourite style of art: Traditional, Digital and Photomanipulations (especially Fantasy and Dark)

Favourite books: The Holy Bible (God's Word), Jesus Calling by Sarah Young, Stephen King

Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS4, CS5 and a mouse (no tablet)

Personal Quote: I belong to Jesus. He is my Lord, God, Savior, King, Salvation, Redeemer, Comforter, Healer, Defender, Prince of Peace, true best friend, my eternity, my everything. I love you, Jesus! :iconbigheartplz:

Beautiful painting of our living Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ!

The Phantom of the Opera (2004)


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I thank everyone in advance!

I want to let everyone know that I sometimes am not always on here to reply to everyone's comments right away. Please don't take it personally if I can't reply to every message since I am busy a lot so I apologize if I can't comment to everyone individually. I appreciate and thank everyone so much for the watches, comments and faves! :heart:


Testimony of coming to Christ, sharing the truth in love!

I am being strongly led by The Holy Spirit to share these and I wanted to put these videos here and share how one of the many ways I was deceived and in bondage until Jesus freed me last year. I love how this 23 minute video shares all these things about God's love and His truth as someone who also struggled with this before I gave my life to Christ last year. This woman's testimony is so encouraging, inspirational and powerful. I'm also strongly led by The Holy Spirit to share this truth in love. I am praying for everyone to come to Jesus. This is not just for the LGBT community but for everyone since we are all in spiritual battle and until we give our lives to Jesus, we are in bondage by Satan. That's what the devil does because he doesn't want us to be with God. He lies and deceives and puts confusion and perversions in people's minds. I love this testimony from this woman and especially after the SCOTUS did what they did this past June, I am sharing this truth in love and I'm praying.


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 Hello there~ I noticed that you have added me to your deviant watch. I really do appreciate that, and hope that you will enjoy my future artworks~

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